Chasing Dreams

So-

Today I was sitting at work wishing more for myself.  So, I decided that I was going to finally chase my dreams.  I am tired of sitting around waiting for life to happen.

As of right now- I have applied for college.  Only 10 years after graduating High School... But, hey!  Better late than never!

Plus- It's not like I haven't been doing something with my life the past 10 years.  I have obtained some pretty hard licenses in Finance.  (Series 7 and 66)

I'm happy with where I have been... But, disappointed in the fact that I let my dream sit on the back-burner.

Anway... Look at me!

Setting out to get my Edumacation!!

Wish Me Luck!  I am sure it's not going to be easy being a Full-time Employee, Full-time Mommy, and Full-time student... But, I'm superwoman... I can do this!!!

Full-Time Employee -slash- Mom and Sorta-Wife

Holy moly!!!

Life is exhausting.  There, I said it.

Life is incredibly exhausting. 

I didn't realize how much more tired I'd be throwing in a full-time relationship to the mix.  I mean- I've done this all before.  (the being married, working 40 hours, being a mommy) sort-of-thing.

But, I'm not married.  Bailee isn't Mike's child.

I don't really know how this is perceived to be different.  He helps out with her more than I do at most times.  But- I am exhausted.

Maybe it's the fact that I am used to getting up, getting Goo up, going to work/school.... Getting off work, picking up Bee...going home and doing our own din-din/bedtime routine.

Possibly this new routine of moving further from school/work... Working an earlier shift (I was working at 8am and have changed in the past week to a 7am shift)... etc has added to this new level of exhaustion...

I don't know.

All I know is that I'm tired.  I am trying my hardest to be a super employee, a super mom, and a super "sorta" wife...(ok, I'm JUST a girlfriend...who knows when that will ever (if ever) change)

But- I can also state that I am happy. 

I am incredibly happy.

I just keep hoping on the Question.

Damn the Question.

A new start...A new blog...

I used to be so great at blogging.  I would blog almost every day.  Sometimes a few times a day.

But then I got divorced.  I got depressed.  I got lonely.  And I didn't care about updating a stupid blog.

Things are much different now-  I am in a new place... Mentally and Physically.

I am.....

Happy.

I would love to try and find the inner desire to blog again... and I thought I'd start a NEW blog.

Guess we'll see how this goes...

Wish me LUCK!